Okay, so my kind of friend told me something.

FRIEND:
no sam....it wasnt you...
he did the right thing
and let me say all this
he did it because he cared......as far as i can see....it doesn't matter how close he would be...it would be university....unless he wanted to fail there would be no time to drive out here to see you....it would have fallen apart.....it wasn't you

ME:
so why did he break up with me before grad then?

FRIEND:
it would have been harder after....think about it.....you would have had that much more connection after it.....it would hae been much worse
it's a hard thing to do sam...even harder to talk about
also
you need to remember this is only my impression and interpretation....i may be way off
i dont think anyone told him to....and i don't talk to him much so i dont know about the feelings he has....but he cared enough to do the right thing sam

The thing is this guy was my kind of stalker but he does know someone who tells him everything that talks to the guy. He also tried to break me and guy up.

I brought it up with said guy.
I didn't tell him what the friend said, but I said he was talking about why we broke up.
His response was:
That's interesting. I haven't talked to him since before we broke up.
I said:
I'm not sure where he got it from or if he's pulling it from his butt
He said:
I'm sure it's the latter.
I said:
Sorry. (he obviously didn't want to talk about it)
He said:
It's no problem. I'm debating if I should talk to FRIEND.
Me:
Why?
He:
for some odd reason i feel like yelling at people\
Me:
sorry lol
He:
you had nothing to do with that lol

He OBVIOUSLY doesn't want to talk about it and I'm scared to force the issue. We've already been talking for 2 (cause he found this horse rescue and was looking at buying another horse and wanted my opinion).

AHHHH!

And I am FINALLY getting over him but my god...confusing much?

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