oh trust me i know i miss my guy so much we talked about everything just like you and your guy. some days i really just miss talking to him and wish we never dated and skrewed it up. but at the same time i'm happy we did. But i just push through it mostly with friends... and even being on here and definatly spending lots of time with my horse(the money i used to buy my horse i was actually starting to save to go and see him in stead but we broke up and i bought her lol... so thats where i'm happy i dated him lol) if you ever want to just talk you can add me to msn i'm normally on it durning the day valabatt@hotmail.com i know that just helping getting your mind off of him works the best, and i do alot of that... but i do still have my very bad days where all i want to do is call him. i really wish he didn't give me his new number cause i just want to call him and if i didn't have it i wouldn't be able to. but it is now in my phone as "dont call or text" or something like that... doesn't work but i like to think it helps a lil lol....