I'm trying not to but have been crying off and on all day; depression has set in even before he told me this. I tried to get on my anti-depressants before the holidays because I could feel myself slipping back into my dark place again but my doctor want to try a different medication. I told her that Zoloft was the only one that worked for me and I had tried many other ones but she just didn't listen and now I don't have insurance to go back.