^Thats what I was looking for and with talking to the owner the ad was old and I really was interested in her older mare. I thought going down from 2 to one is what I can handle and I knew it was possible but I just chose the wrong way to approach it. I regret even looking. I have low self esteem and making a stupid mistake like I did, was not something I normally do. I guess I felt after reading all of the comments that why would I stick around if Im such a bad horse person. Sure I will learn. But everyone thinks Im stupid now( have thought that all along). Its going to take alot to build up that trust again from you all.