You was step Mummy for a time to get them looking amazing and loved, now maybe it is time for someone else to take over and enjoy these wonderful and beautiful ponies. I once bought / rescued a horse from a French slaughter house , I ploughed money into him to get him trained and looking fab, and it was with great pleasure that he found an amazing home with which I still keep in touch. Now maybe it is your turn to do this...from your hands to theirs.