Thank you for all of your kind words. I do have a number of people coming with me. My boyfriend has seen a number of horses put down so he knows what to expect and will be my pillar. Also, my ride home. I have a few friends of mine and people who have known Willow (my mare) for a long time. And my dad is coming... Right now, I want to be there and see it all. But I can easily see myself going into sob-fests and perhaps it haunting me later on... So should I ask someone who knows her to be willing to step in if I can't do it? Or is it the kind of thing that once you start the process you should finish it...