.... I hate this. I feel like the world is against me.

It took a long time to sync the schedule of the vet, the landowner, the trailer owner/driver and myself (masters student) in order to pick a date for this euthanization. There was a sort of relief in knowing when it was happening. i was preparing myself... and now... canceled. We had a massive dump of rain and the field is now inaccessible. Back to the beginning. Its so disheartening...