Yea, I'm very sorry you got hurt dude, I really am, and I am sending e-hugs your way, but I have to agree a little with Reining. How could you know that it would be far less devastating if it happened to another girl on your team? You could just say "This SUCKS! Why did this have to happen!!!" Because it does suck, and I hope you do get to feeling better, and I am sorry for the things this is rendering you unable to do at the moment.
Oh, and good stuff does happen to you...You didn't die, you still have your job (I presume) so you're not that bad off. You will be OK and this is not the end of the world. Injuries happen and it is grateful that it wasn't anything like that trailer fatality that someone else had mentioned on this board earlier...imagine how much like sucks for the dude that accidentally backed over his fiancee with the trailer and killed her!! I get chills thinking about what he is going through right now. That is some scary shizz my friend, be happy that you are alive and well. After the surgery and a little healing time you will hit the ground running sooner than you'd think!

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