Well, I've already been through asking him what I could do to fix things twice. Honestly I don't think here's any hope for it anymore. He is adamant that no matter what I think or feel, or what he thinks or feels, that we shouldn't be together. Or rather that we do belong together, but that he's going to ruin my life if we stay together. On top of him and the dog I'm also dealing with a very sick father, we'll see just how bad things are today/tomorrow. Sorry it's 3 am here so it's probably already Tuesday where most of ya are. Then there's also my physical problems that I'm dealing with too. I hope that someday I can look back on this and feel ok about what happened.