You have no reason to feel guilty. Jason should because he is doing the worst human thing possible - manipulating you when you need support the most - during the loss of a FAMILY member. Yes, I understand it is a dog, but dogs become members of the family. Obviously, you love this dog and she is important to you.

Do they do cremation? If so, you might try for that. When we put Princess (greyhound) down 4 years ago, we said goodbye and they wrapped her in a blanket and carried her off to be cremated. She came back in a nice tin and we made her a make-shift coffin and buried her, as we couldn't just bury her otherwise. So, that was comforting and a good "in the middle" way to remember her.

I am really sorry about all of this. It sucks and you have no way to control it, but I send you hugs in this hard time. I wish everyone - including the vet and your husband were on board.

GasMenagerie wrote:
Misinformation: informing FiSHes for 3 years now.