Well, I went to go get him. He came home. I gave him the option of coming home or I'll go home to pack his bags for him. He came home.

When I got home my older sister was waiting for me. She kept telling me how selfish and immature I was being. That he's WORKING, and I shouldn't take that for granted. She said I had a lot of nerve going out there so early in the morning to bring him home just so he can go back to work in a few hours. She also yelled at me for having a horse because apparently the $100 board a month that I'm paying with my own money is putting too much strain on things. I never had a chance to get a single word in because her mind was set. Her ex husband never worked, didn't want anything to do with his daughter, and mooched off her until she kicked him out. My bf is working, is interested in his daughter, he's just never around to give us the support we need right now and doesn't seem interested in giving half way to help fix the relationship.

But its all forgivable because at least he's working and I should just leave him the fuck alone because at this rate, he'll leave for sure.

Ok.

This just sucks all around. My bf and I had a long talk and he seemed to understand my needs now...I think I woke him up a bit when I made the effort to hunt him down and haul him back home. I can't be sure how much he understands and how much he's willing to give since he did have to leave for work...but he promised he'd be home by noon today instead of working on odd jobs again so we can continue to talk and sort things out.



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"And so I will be as if all the stars were laughing when you look at the night sky"
"The most dangerous place in the world is to be between a mother and her child"
"Yeah, a little too Raph"
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