I'm an extremely overweight person. I do look large, but the clothes that I wear doesn't match my weight. I wear way smaller clothes than what I should to match my weight. I carry it well. I weigh 275lbs, wear a size 18 jean, xl shirt, and 40c bra. When I was 160lbs, I wore a size 8 jean and medium shirt. Ahhhh, I want so bad to be back there.

Anywho, I have an eating disorder. I've had it since I was about 13. Food is comfort for me. I've had a bad childhood and taught myself to eat whenever I feel bad. I'm having a hard time getting it under control. I eat when I'm happy or sad. Hungry or not. And I overeat at every meal to the point I cannont stand straight. I've been working on it for a couple of months now. I've lost almost 20lbs. I have days that I do go off the deep end, but I always pick myself up again the next day.

I would never be mean to someone who eats right. I wish I could control myself and eat like the hot mommas. I will be with all yall hot mammas soon! Just wait!