LOL, I'm the same with BAYS (who I love looking at, just not handling) I crushed a verterbra and fractured two others baling/bucked off a psycho bay before he hit a fence. I had a horse fall on me in a river, cracked two ribs and blackened a leg... a bay. Had a small herd of neighbors horses loose when at college, they came onto campus and when returning them had one step on the top of my foot, breaking several bones. and yep... a bay! Can absolutely understand your fears. ;)
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