Live and learn, as they say. Looking back at myself and how I handled things ten years ago, I'm guessing that I, too, drove people nuts. Some sanity comes with age I believe.

My suggestion to you is to get some support in your corner. You don't need to prove yourself to anyone, but it is always nice to have someone calm and knowledgeable who can help you make wise life decisions in the future.

I'd also like to see you start to notice when your emotions rise and learn to keep that in check. As women, most of us are guilty of deep, intense emotions, but in dealing with other people, it's always beneficial to keep your head clear and those emotions in check. Best of luck! Don't judge yourself too harshly, you're doing fine.