I'm just pissed off about this whole freakin situation. NOTHING GOOD ever happens to me. Well, it does. Then bad. Devastating, even.
Had a hard time searching for a job.. then I got my DREAM job. A house to live in, board for my horse.. decent pay.. then, I get in some stupid accident, ended up tearing my PCL, probably have to have surgery. I actually want surgery because I can't see this healing anytime soon on it's own.
On top of the job thing, I'm the captain of the equestrian team. It's my last semester. I have TWO shows left (one on Sunday, the other next weekend).. and I am going, but have to sit out on the sidelines.
Why can't this happen to someone who DOESN'T MATTER? I'm sorry, but an injury to any of the other girls in my class (minus a few), would be far less devastating to their life. They don't have jobs lined up, they're not even on the team... they don't even want to ride for a career..
I'm SO BUMMED.. I wouldn't wish this pain on anyone else but WHY ME!?
PS. Just took a bath. Couldn't get up. I, nakedly, had to call for help from my roommate. Fuck my life.
Had a hard time searching for a job.. then I got my DREAM job. A house to live in, board for my horse.. decent pay.. then, I get in some stupid accident, ended up tearing my PCL, probably have to have surgery. I actually want surgery because I can't see this healing anytime soon on it's own.
On top of the job thing, I'm the captain of the equestrian team. It's my last semester. I have TWO shows left (one on Sunday, the other next weekend).. and I am going, but have to sit out on the sidelines.
Why can't this happen to someone who DOESN'T MATTER? I'm sorry, but an injury to any of the other girls in my class (minus a few), would be far less devastating to their life. They don't have jobs lined up, they're not even on the team... they don't even want to ride for a career..
PS. Just took a bath. Couldn't get up. I, nakedly, had to call for help from my roommate. Fuck my life.
